I need to get this out because no one seems to understand me.
Without computers I am nobody. I played games obsessively from a young age, I don't know how much I played but a huge chunk of my life has been wasted. Looking at a screen too long now hurts my eyes and gamning has a back effect on my wrist which I now want to save to play on my musical keyboard. I quit my computing course at college, it was what I loved and the only thing I was good at, I wanted to be a games designer.
I really want to see more of real life the way we were born to. Where am I supposed to start my life now?