My husband's social time is all online. He used to spend time with me. I know he loved me when we got together and I fell madly in love with him. He cared about our family until about this last year. His gaming has taken over his life. He does it at work, he gets off work and then plays until 1 or 2 am. He puts in 52 to 60 hours of gaming a week now and only works 40. There is no time for me. I am lonely and desperately unhappy. I cry all the time. He is more and more defensive, paranoid and angry over his gaming. He turns it around. He used to be a gentle, caring, and funny man that I was so proud of. I am ashamed of myself for putting up with the it. I don't have stories of what we do together to anyone. I don't play the games and my life is slipping away. I don't believe that he sees the whole picture. Everything is my fault to him. I hear him laughing and talking with all those people in his headset. He used to talk to me like that. He goes days and weeks at a time without sleeping with me in our own bed. I feel so stupid waiting and hoping he will spend time with me. Holidays are non-existent now. That's when he can game all day and night. I know he likes it when I work out of town, because it takes away his guilt. If I call him, he doesn't talk anymore, just clicks away on his game. I am lonely and instead off trying to have an affair, I seem to be isolating myself even more. I need help.