Hi. I dont know if I am in the right place or what I'm really doing. I just know that I am hearing my husband on his headset talking to people he has never really met and I am left here to my own thoughts. I will try and talk to him, something as simple as asking him how his day at work was. And he glares at me like "how dare you interupt me" and answers with a one word response and then continues to ignore me. I guess I should start from when it started. Its been almost 2 years now. And just getting worse. I am married to a U.S soldier who plays EVE online every waking moment he is home. He will wake up and play. Go to PT come home for breakfast and play, go to work, come home for lunch and play on lunch break, go back to work and come home and play till he goes to bed. I am a house wife and a mother of a 6 year old boy. I can handle being ignored (for the most part) but it breaks my heart when our son asks him to play with him and he says not now. More like not ever. I cry myself to sleep at night sometimes. I know there is nothing I can do. I ask him to do stuff with us (go to the park, or for a walk or workout, etc.) but its always the same. I go with my son to the park and for walks and, yes, my 6 year old even works out with me. I just dont know what to do anymore.
Anyway, I was getting at it started almost 2 years ago when he got home from Afghanistan. I had not seen him in months and months and then he comes home and finds this game. Whats the point of being married to someone who doesn't want anything to do with you except have you clean, cook, and be his "toy" in the bedroom. Sorry. I just feel like I dont really have a place in his world. I'm to the point where I am just about done. I love him and miss him. And I'm looking right at him. Its like having a big kid that lives in my house.
Thanks for letting me rant. I really don't know what to do. I'm losing him. I'm losing my mind. The only thing that keeps me going is my son.