I am an addict. I game on the phone and on the computer. Stupid match 3 games. It drives my husband nuts. Every fight we have always comes back to my gaming. I came to OLGA last week and began creating an account only to be asked if I forgot my password. Needless to say I've tried to stop gaming before. This time I am 7 days clean. I have come to realize that I am incapable of moderation. I CANNOT game even for 5 minutes. My binges get increasingly worse. I tend to game out of boredom, frustration, being overwhelmed, anger and habit. When I'm gaming I usually reach for my phone before I put on my glasses in the morning and it's the last thing before I turn off the lights. It's affecting every area of my life - home, work, friendships, church and ministry. When I say ministry I mean a Celebrate Recovery ministry at my church for addicts. I am a leader believe it or not. It has been very humbling to confess before my ladies that I've fallen off the wagon but they have been far more gracious than I deserve. One of my graduates who is a crystal meth/alchol/cigarette addict is holding me to the fire. She has made me get off Facebook and is checking to be sure I'm off. I'm writing here to introduce myself and hold myself a little more accountable. Also, I'd love to hear from any women gamers. There seems to be a lot more males than females on here.
game free since 1/14/2016