Hi. Im Danny.

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Hi. Im Danny.

I am ruining mynlife one 14 18 hours a day at a time... All I think about is mmorpgs from runscape to mobiles like mystera legends and rucoy online... Im craving satasfaction from this game completely ignoring my fatherly duties and my fiance and the love of my life. Im not functioning whatsoever... Ive called off work losing countless jobs... Severely depressed the lighter side of my fiance doesnt want to be with me anymore after dealing with me for 5 years and Im too selfish to just let her be happy.

Danny

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Hi Danny

Hi Danny

You sound desparate to escape this awful way of living. It will help you to connect with people who understand and have been through all those feelings you are experienceing. You certainly are not alone.

If you listen in to an online meeting it may be a turning point for you. They can support you.  People can recover from gaming addiction.

http://www.olganon.org/forum/line-meetings-message-board/all-online-meetings-computervideo-gaming-addicts

Give it a try. Don't give up hope.

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Thank you

I am desperate. Thank you.

Danny

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Another option is for you to

I'm sorry to know that you are suffering.

Another option is for you to seek professional help though your doctor; he may be able to refer you for therapy.

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Thank you

I have been working on insurance through the state, For numberous reason as my health isn't in the highest category whatsoever.... Ive made it two days with no games or videos. Longest in 10+ years. Although I have destroyed any and all hopes of rekindling anything with my fiance. Im hoping against I neever return to the poison I let myself ingest my entire adult life.

Danny

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welcome

Hi Danny,

You're not alone.  Many other people have been where you are.  I ruined things with my wife, screwed up my career, made a mess of my finances.

But, as hopeless and lost as I felt, I was not helpless.  I found this fellowship and someone reached out to me, let me know it's possible to stop gaming and stayed stopped, to improve relationships, get the sleep I need, find greater energy and motivation and positivity.  He told me how I could find others in the daily voice meetings who freely share how they stay off games one day at a time.

I know how it is to feel hopelessly stuck, like everything is irreversibly damaged.  Today I know that I wasn't thinking straight back then.  I didn't know better.  I was deep in denial.  I didn't know that if I cut out the gaming, then I could start to get the sleep I need, which would help my energy and motivation and memory.  It wasn't easy.  My compulsiveness continued to plague me for months.  But it did gradually get better.  It slowly got better and easier.  Today, over two years later, my life has never been better.

See you at a meeting.  Write me any time.

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I plan on checking myself into a hospital as I am too weak for me to keep moving on by myself. Me and her sat down today and she decided that 100% she is in undoubtedly decided that she is done with me... My tust issues makes me eat myself alive thinking there is somebody else bit I wouldnt blame her.... Im gonna take it upon myself to check in... And check out when Im better. Thank you for your help and advice insight and the courage to come forward. I simply cannot live with myself so before I make any rash decissions. Im gonna check myself in.

Danny

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That sounds like a good idea.

That sounds like a good idea. i hope that you will get the support you need there. You know  we are here for you if you need us.

INFO

Parent's online meeting THURSDAY 9pmEST/EDT click here

Online meetings gaming addicts click here

Spouses/SO's of addicts click here

Parents of addicts click here for advice

Help for video game addicts click here

Please help! Donate here

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