Okay, tonight my friend asked me if I wanted to go clubbing and I replied to him that I already went the night before. A few minutes later, I realised that I actually went clubbing on The Sims. I don't know what is wrong with me, it's like I can't differentiate between real life and the game. I have the nude mod installed and when I watch my favourite female character in the spa with nothing on, It actually feels like I am emotionally connected to her and I am in the spa with her. I have 3 characters in my house, me, her and some other fantasy one. When I see her making out with the other guy, I get REALLY jealous. It makes me want to break things and I feel physically angry, as if I have actually been cheated on. Sometimes I purposefully make the other guy and her make out, just to know what heartbreak feels like.[color=Blue]Line deleted here...a bit too graphic for this board. Please keep this G-rated.[/color] Okay, I will change it, I sometimes become sexually attached to the game.
I want to be normal, I want to do things like everyone else does... With real people. But no one appreciates me, and what I can get in the sims can't be given anywhere else. I think i am the most ugliest person alive, and that by chanelling what I really want to look like in my character designs, I feel a sense of completion. I am no longer the overweight slob that I am in reality.