Not exactlly sure how to start off, well I'll start of with the current. I've just now deleted my Charcters on WoW. To explain more why I did this is hard to explain, I really had a random urge after knowing for years how much life was screwing up.
I guess it all started when I was 8 or so... bought an Xbox. An introduction to addiction, the start of calling in sick for days on end to play a game. Staying up from 12PM - 5AM every day. Sometimes going to school with no sleep. The worst of all ignoring my Mother, Father and Brother. The only ones that truly care about me in this **** world.
I've always thought I was a great son and brother, oblivious to the fact that I was wretched. Spend hours on a game and my parents begging me to come down stairs to have a dinner, that my Mom would spend hours on making after a 9-5 job. Rarely sat down either with my Dad to watch a game, or go out of the dare I say it real world to watch a movie. Untill the past few hours I just couldn't take notice to the fact of how much I neglected my parents, never understood the toll it took on them. I also never understood how much better my childhood could've been (16 Y/O's). When I look back, I feel like it's been wasted. I feel a sour/sweet feeling, to know that hopefully I'll finally never be back to the gaming again but sour to know how my childhood was wasted and there is only one life to live. D'; The only force that keeps me going is to know that I still have time to cherish part of it, and the rest of my life.
That's just my short story I guess. I think what I came here most is for how to deal what is to come. At the moment I just can't stand the idea of school, as you can imagine WoW dealt so much with stress in my life. Parents going through a difforce, health issues with my parents... and myself. It just seems so much
So all I was wondering is, how did you all dealt with these kind of issues. I'd really appreciate the help, and thank you all a head of time for reading at least some of it even though it barely makes sense, even to me. :X