It started when i got a nintendo DS i was around maby 5 or 6, i didnt last 3 days befor it started, the first time i desided to start playing without permission i immidiatly was cought, befor even 15 min. They just laughed and said aomthing along the lines of you need permission to play on that, but maby it was somthimg about the way it was worded and i got the idea in my head it was ok to play without permission if i wasnt cought, i dont fully remember what was in my head. Ever since i started sneaking games. Since that there is a big gap in time that i dont remember, a few years. Ill just pick up from where i do remember. Later i sold my ds and bought a 3DS all the wile i i had bren sneakly playing video games without any regret or remorse. I had proibly gotten addicted in the firat year, video game addiction is all i remember, i dont or just vaguely remember anything but that, my grades wer ok for a wile until the achool got harder and then i started to fall behind, on top of that i was becoming a master at lying and sneaking these games, i would play then for hours saying i was doing homework, when i was around 10 or so i picked up addiction, that one has its own problems but atm its not keeping me back, at least not yet. Back the video game addiction it just kept growing and getting worse. Until now present day recebtly havent been doing homework i will play all day switching from computer to tablet to phone i ALWAYS had SOME device to play on 90% of the time WITHOUT permission, i am now very lazy im rather dumb compared to peers i have when through every stage of this i can think of not carying being sad about it depressed and now im more of a robot trying to be a human. I know its wrong i am barly caring anymore i just sau your an idot and start playing im not sad now not happy about it. I only care when i get burned from this but that only lasts mineutes if even that.
Sorry if it was a bit unorganized i wrote this when i was late if there is anything that people do that i forgot exept for faking sick and staying home to play i did it