I am not sure what I am doing here. I mean, I know I have an addiction, but I have never even had the confidence to post anything on any forum, much less one about an addiction.
I have played video games since I was four, and now I am 30. So after 26 years of my life, I will stay up for 36-48 even 60 hours straight playing video games. I have an amazing family, my son (9) can be one of the savviest individuals I have ever met. My daughter (6) is so in touch with the people around her. My baby girl (2) owns the world. My beautiful wife, she has been with me through so much, a deployment, deaths in my family, recovering from ptsd, and I think I am going to lose them all to these stupid games. I do not even enjoy most of these games after 5-6 hours, but I will gladly come home, sit my fat butt on the couch and play until I have to go to work.
Now, I am living with my sister and struggling to save my family, my business, and my life. And I keep asking myself, what am I doing? The answer is always the same, not a freaking clue!
I want help and I NEED to kick this addiction, I just don't know where to start. I know your page said doing this is where to start. So here it is.