Hi guys...I posted brief info about my background/situation in this post:
I'm ready to make the change and get rid of this addiction!!
Yesterday was hard. I worked out I spent 11-12 hours on the computer yesterday and the reality of my situation hit me hard. It's hard for me to accept total responsibility for my life and my choices. It's very painful to realize that it's all of MY choices that have landed me in this situation; unemployed, friendless, not in education, can't drive etc. I don't think I've fully accepted it yet. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. I'm thinking about moving my laptop out of my bedroom and into the lounge so I can't just roll out of bed and spend the rest of the day stuck in my room.